useless.

- What's wrong?

~ It doesn't matter.
- Yeah, it does.

~ Just a bad... bad day.

- What happened?

~ It's just... So many doors are closed for me now.

- Closed doors doesn't mean you are out forever.

~ I know.

- So why are you giving up?

~I'm not giving up, I'm not that weak, but it hurts.

- What hurts?

~ I've been fighting so hard, trying so fucking hard to tear this fear away, to push it out of my life... to get my self-esteem a little high, but I can't. Whenever I try to do something right, something happens, and make me feel small again, full of fear... I hate being afraid, but I can't help it.

fearkeepsbeingbulletproof.